So here's what you missed...

Well Blogger Universe... since we last chatted a lot has gone down...

Here's an overview of events:

• I got accepted to the college of my choice
• I was inducted into the National Honor Society
• I GRADUATED!!
• Andrew GRADUATED!!
• College orientation
• I've received almost $10,000 in scholarships

And hereeeeee we are! (If I've missed anything I'm sure I'll get to it eventually! xD)

Now that I've caught you all up.... let's talk college....

      

I'm absolutely petrified. 

(Hehe, I liked the picturexD) 

There are just so many unknowns about college... like will I be wandering around campus by myself all the time? Or what happens if I can't make any new friends? What happens if my roommate is crazy or a complete witch? I'm so scared of not knowing where to go.. what to expect... where to sit. It's all so new and me... a little country girl, doesn't know much about the big city, entering a crazy new chapter in life.

I've never been so scared in my life... not even being hospitalized for with a stroke at the age of 8 has anything on college. I know that sounds extremely stupid and silly but it's true! I spend nights crying myself to sleep because I don't know what's going to happen. In high school, you had the security, knowing that no matter what everything was going to be alright... you knew people and you were never alone... but now, I feel so alone. The admissions office at the college hasn't been helpful, and I feel like I'm flying solo in everything... and I know that's a part of growing up but it would be nice to have someone to help ease me into it... rather than throwing me in and saying sink or swim. 

College... in about 4 weeks I'll be moved in and (maybe) ready to face the next step...

Wish me luck blogger world! 

Goodness knows I'll need it!!

Sweet Dreams Blogger World~

Sammi

"But ya gotta keep your head up, whoaaaa... and you can let your hair down, ayyyy.... I know it's hard, know it's hard to remember sometimes, but you gotta keep your head up, whoa, and you can let your hair down ay-ay-ay-ay!"

Dearest Blogger World,

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... There, I feel better now xD


Jeez Blogger World, this weekend has been a rough one. But on the plus side, I finished my research paper! That should automatically make tomorrow a better day... hands down! 


This weekend has just been, I dunno, weird... ya' ever get that sense that somethin' funky is in the air? And I don't mean the dog just farted funky. Just that weird feeling? Well that's what it's been like for me. Just this odd feel. But what can ya' do? Abso-freaking-lutely not a ding dang thing!  Oh well! :)


I don't have much to report on Blogger World, but I know that I can come to you with my troubles and just spew them out like verbal diarrhea and y'all won't judge me... at least not publically. xD


I'm hoping tomorrow with be smooth sailing, go to school: clean the costume closet some more, homeroom, public speaking (more arguing, yay xD), the most boring class ever... I mean college comp, and then study hall, rehearsal, then maybe the gym, then home to fry my brain with more useless homework. Can't complain! ;D


Although, I am so worried about my Andrew. He's very sick, with that darn flu. :* Poor baby can't do anything, I wish there was a cure all medicine, but I know you have to let it run its course, I just wish he didn't have to be as miserable as he is. Get better my love!


Anyways, Blogger World, without being with Andrew I lead a very boring life on the weekends xD Oh well! This is my story and I'm sticking to it!


Time to get cleaned up and ready for bed!

Nighty-night Blogger World! Sleep tight! :D

"When the sun goes down we'll be groovin'
When the sun goes down we'll be feelin' alright
When the sun sinks down over the water
Everything gets hotter when the sun goes down"

At a Loss for Words (Weird, I know)

Ohh Blogger World... That's about all I can say. These past weeks have been crazy and hectic and everything in between. I need a break, and a nap! 


We're so close to graduation that everything is kicking into high gear! So close, that we got our marching schedules on Wednesday :-O A part of me WICKED nervous, but the other part is like get me the heck outta hereeeee! 


*Please note Blogger World, that I am talking more and more with my Mainer-isms, because Andrew said I try too hard to hide my accent. So here ya' go!*


Quite honestly, I am writing in my blog because I am avoiding doing my research paper for my College Composition class... I thoroughly dislike that class with a burning passion! Its the same thing EVERYDAY! Here is our Daily Agenda...let's go over our vocabulary books.... read 15 pages in your text books.... free-write respond....and writing workshop time. (It doesn't help that the teacher has the personality of burnt toast! Dun' get me wrong, she's a wonderful lady, but her class makes me sleepy) Kids like me need to be challenged! These classes are all just TOO easy! Where's the challenge to make us learn? 
School issues are a totally different subject Blogger World, and there's not enough internet space to cover it all! But, I just have to keep telling myself that there's only 56 days left until Graduation...

I was VERY excited to see my Andrew today, poor thing is so sick! But he still made the trip up here... if that's not love, I don't know what is. I just wish there was something I could do to help... Its one of those situations where there's nothing you can do but sit and wait for the antibiotics to kick in. Fell better my love!


Well Blogger World, I feel like a pathetic loser... I've been sitting at this desk for 3 hours and I only have one page (out of 8) written. Ima winner ;) Cha' know...



Well... I'm off to the gym... Which doesn't sound all that appealing... BUTTTTTT the fact that we may be going to the beach after prom does. Gotta get beach ready! ... whatever that means xD


Farewell for this lovely, sun-shiny Friday, Blogger World. I shall return soon enough! :D

"...Some days you lose, you win, and the water's as high as the times roll in. So I jump back into where I learned to swim.Try to keep my head above it the best I can 

That's why ... Here I am 

Just waitin' for the storm to pass me by.And that's the sound of sunshine .... Comin' down, And that's the sound of sunshine ... Comin' down"~Inspirational words of Mr. Michael Franti 

Don't forget to SMILE(A LOT), GIGGLE (MUCH), and LAUGH (OFTEN)!